| Current mood: |  peaceful |
| Current music: | Lady Gaga - Bad Romance |
still in love with haibara, shush.
Okay, okay, talking! Well, I've been really busy and social lately. Granted, I'm just getting into my "weekend" of this week, so it could be just getting used to this sort of schedule. —Ah, on schedules:
Mon: 8:30AM - 11:35AM Classes
Tues: 5PM - 8PM or 4PM - 8PM Work
Wed: 8:30AM - 11:35AM Classes
Thurs: FREE DAY HALLELUJAH
Fri: 8:30AM - 11:35AM Classes
Sat: 8:00AM - 4PM Work
Sun: 8:30AM - 3:00PM Work
The difficulty being that there is a second shift during the week either on Wednesday or Friday. But my boss has been playing around with the schedules lately, so it's hard to pin that down. Theoretically, it should change if I start getting waitress shifts, but I doubt that I will. Kim, I said I would throw this up for you so I can party crash with you guys again if Marissa plans anything.
. . . Yeah, I went up to New Brunswick and came back in one night in a hilarious, last-minute adventure. The girls were putting on the open house as usual, and Kim reminded me, so naturally I turned up. It was better than any other year with all the performances and so on. I got to run around like I was still in the house with recording and doing tarot card readings. (I totally lied on all of them, but shh.) Overall, it was better to be there than last year, not just because of the performances. Around this time last year, I was still doing nothing but recuperating and was so sad that I wasn't in school and I couldn't be there for real. This time, I am comfortable and content with my lifestyle. . . So, while we are going different ways and they are getting there before me, I am okay with that. I'm just going to terribly miss when all the girls graduate and I won't be able to party crash like I do. Mm, and a shout-out to Sera for putting up with me being absolutely silly. Thank you very much for offering to let me crash your couch, but I didn't want to be a bad guest and turn up in the morning. ♥ I will tell you when the house is getting up to something crazy so you can come and hang with us next time.
The open house had perfect timing though, as I have been perpetually flexing the, "Why don't I have a social life," issue. But the funny thing is while I gripe and groan about it, once I actually put my foot out, there's a lot of places and people for me to hang with. I don't give nearly enough attention to the girls of the East Asian house, and especially Kim. She's one of the dearest friends I have, and I never appreciate her like I ought to. Then, I'm finally hanging out with friends in this area. Admittedly, it's strange not to jump to old high school friends or the girls at work, but I am social! I can talk to people! So, that's working out well. Yeah, the kids in Spanish class always move away from me wherever I sit. (Stockton seems to have not grown out of the high school phase, I think.) And the girls at work have sort of stuck me in this space where I'm not welcome, but. . . I can work on it. It's getting better.
Phew! I really started this entry meaning to talk about roleplay, but. . . Whoops! So, it seems like the drop monster has finished at CFUD and all that. While Shu-chan took it the wrong way, I am working on giving less of a fuck about a roleplay! It's working out pretty well for me. See, the way I see it is. . . Camp seems not to be the same fun anymore. And it's pretty easy to shoot externally. For me, it's not the same people being around and then not getting to know new people. Yeah, I could try to reach out to them, but I've been having this problem for a year. . . I apparently don't want to work on it. So, I'll just accept everything as it is. I've tried dabbling with plots and do random curveballs as I like, but I alone cannot change the system. Really, I'm surprised it's taken me this long to apply this methodology to camp. Anyway, I'm playing for myself now. I'll tag as I feel like, but otherwise. . . Yeah, someone had better ask me for a thread. I'm pretty comfortable with it. Granted, I'm used to being a spam whore with some ninety comments per day, but that's just how it is. This is just my take on the system, but, eh, if it helps someone. . .
To be honest, I don't really want to drop anyone. I have a certain place for everyone even if I don't play them that much. Rei managed to squirm her way back into her place, so well done. All I'm really feeling right now is the need for more crazy people in my line-up. (A response to Zazzle getting Barry whom I adore? No.) But, I suppose, I could just play Akito more. . . Somehow. Derp. As usual, I'm feeling the slight draw to other games, but nothing will ever encapture all of camp, I think. So, if something comes along, perhaps ala Kim, then I will roll with it. . . But I'm not made for other games, I think.
. . . Yup, that's everything but the kitchen sink.
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