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poetry
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Feb. 9th, 2009 @ 08:11 pm
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Look at me, Man, I'm Destroyer,
your hunter, stalker, little voyeur.
I'm her wrath, her retribution,
come to crush you: wretch, pollution.
They call me Killer, Staff, Avenger.
Look back now, don't you remember?
I stood by, the shadow's cry,
The waiting one, the angry eye.
She called to me: My servant, come,
Stalk and destroy this filthy one,
This blight, corruption spreads from him.
And here I stand, out from within.
My lady's cry is strong for me;
her soul is mine, but you don't see.
You're blind, from living in the dark,
you idiot, bloodthirsty shark.
I'll take revenge, just for my lady.
For her, you know, I have gone crazy,
warped upon the battlefields,
I've been her monster, heart and shield.
Soul of man? I had one once,
before I was the Thing that Hunts.
Slowly, just, it's disappeared,
And that means: I have nothing left to fear.
It matters not what's left of you,
nor left of me, if she gets through.
Just this, this one thing's in my eyes:
Pay back my lady for your lies.
(c) Sarah K.G. aka strawberry_tea, aka tea_doll aka noble_phantasm, 2009
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a few NTS
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Dec. 7th, 2008 @ 03:14 pm
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I got an urge to pick up "Eva" again at work today. Unfortunately I'm exhausted and ill, so I don't trust myself to write right now.
I also have a very strong desire to make a Rakkyo AMV to WT's "Stand My Ground", but I'll wait until after chapter four comes out - four one, because I have to do my finals, and for two because there might be something worth using there. Just making a note of it here, so I don't forget.
Now I'm going to take a hot bath.
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TYPE-MOON avatar dump, transferred from LJ!
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Nov. 21st, 2008 @ 12:40 am
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angst!@
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Nov. 21st, 2008 @ 12:25 am
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What can I do to get my loser LJ friends to come over here? Anything?
There's nothing, is there?
I just... wish I could combine the two sites, so I had all my friends and communities from LJ alongside all the non-faggotry of this site. And all the userpics. Especially all the userpics.
Damn I love userpics.
It would be nice if I could stop feeling shaky and sore.
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~you just keep on trying 'til you run out of cake~
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Nov. 18th, 2008 @ 09:06 pm
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I wonder if my pathetic lethargy is starting to ease up at all. At least I managed to do okay today. My animation turned out pretty well, and I got my drawing homework done for once. Not that I don't still have way too much work to catch up on.
I was thinking earlier about how much I appreciate modesty. Not in the sense that I'm a prude, but just... I've always found it much more attractive than being showy and exhibitionistic... Is that a word? Anyway, it's just that... It's one of the reasons I like the TM girls so much; they are just a lot more modest in clothes and behavior than a ton of anime girls. But it's always been like that, ever since I was little and first attracted to anything. I like modest clothes better and modest behavior better. I don't think it's a matter of morals or principles (I don't have any of that crap, after all :P) but it's just more my taste. Not that I don't appreciate pantsu, that's a whole different territory.
Anyway, I don't really have a point here. Just something I was reflecting on.
Also, I really like fresh pineapple. I think I may have thought I hated pineapple because I grew up eating squishy canned shite. But fresh pineapple is spectacular. Orgasmic even.
Hmm...
I don't think I had anything else to say. I still hate you, LJ.
And fuck school. Fuck it to hell.
The End
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danger: extreme faggotry
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Nov. 18th, 2008 @ 11:18 am
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Haagh...
I just wrote a long story in LJ and tried to post it, only to find that LJ is down... and now the long story I wrote is gone :x
LJ, I hate you passionately.
*sigh* Guess I'll try to write it again later...
I HATE YOU, LJ. I. HAAAATE. YOOOOU. |
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Nov. 17th, 2008 @ 06:37 pm
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Recap of the day: Woke up late, due to staying up late. Got moving very slowly . Finally got ass to the library and have been working on the damned animation project for what feels like all day. Gah, I hate deadlines. I feel like I could do such better work and feel better about it if the damned things weren't there.
I'm ready for break like woah. I feel like I'm breaking down just from having work to do, even though I'm incredibly lazy about doing it. It's like a constant shadow hanging over me, picking away at my nerves. Hrrhrr. How is that for cliched imagery?
I hope that next semester will be less stressful, despite being my last. At least there will be no Senior Project, and no animation... but for all I know, one of the classes I end up with will be just as busy and stressful. Maybe even two of them. Maybe even four.
O_O;;;
Anyway >_>
I was horribly misanthropic this morning, so much so I almost made an obnoxious and angry entry. The only thing that stopped me was the knowledge that if I sat down in front of a computer, I'd be there puttering around forever.
I actually meant to write when I came here. So much for that brilliant plan. Oh well. Not like I can write here with this loud dramatic music in my ears anyway.
At least my animation project is done enough that I can stop thinking about it. I don't think it's "done" in the sense that I'm happy with it, though. It may never be.
Tomorrow is Tuesday. God damn I hate Tuesdays.
Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Clint Mansell - Death is the Road to Awe |
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root beer for breakfast
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Nov. 15th, 2008 @ 10:06 am
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Root beer and this:
Link
Oh, another trailer that would be a hundred times more interesting if I understood Japanese...
All I can think is, I'm going to go through a whole other semester before I can see this. A whole. Other. Semester.
Aaarrrrgh...
At least the trailer is out, though. One more to go (unless it's two, ahahahahaha).
You know how much I'm waiting for next year? Paradox Spiral, Oblivion Recorder, the rest of the novel translation, and probably the final chapter... Wasn't it exactly like this, this same time last year?!?
Must learn Japanese... but it costs so much, grrr... I need more money. Actually I need more money for a lot of things. Last night I was reminded that Anime Boston is next year, too. Fun times... I need a job. I mean, I need a real job...
Yeah, I should go do some homework until the cafe opens.
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taking care of (more) business
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Nov. 14th, 2008 @ 11:15 am
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Got class registration taken care of this morning. It was surprisingly painless, probably because I only have one required class left. I filled up the schedule with a bunch of stuff that looked interesting, which worked a lot better than I thought it would.
Result:
Identity Design (Mondays, required)
History of Pornography (Tuesdays and Thursdays)
Banned Books (Tuesdays)
Abnormal Psychology (Fridays)
A friend who took Abnormal Pysch told me, "You'll find out everything that's wrong with you." But as I told her, that already happened when I took Psych 101.
Eh well, next semester will be full of studying how screwed up humans are. I'll try not to become too bitterly misanthropic.
Some days, I wake up and one of my eyes won't work properly for a while. Some days I fear I might go blind. I can only imagine all the things I wouldn't be able to do if I couldn't see... I would have to choose a different career, for one...
I'm probably just being crazy, though.
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Aaagh!!
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Nov. 13th, 2008 @ 09:49 pm
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Nasu-kun...
Takeuchi-kun...
Why do you...
DO THIS TO ME?!?!?
I have so many different questions in my head right now. Oh, it hurts...
Why didn't I know about this sooner?
Should I buy it in Japanese, on the fairly safe assumptions that no one will translate it and they won't make an eighth movie?
Is that their child?!?
This is why I'm afraid to wander the internets... -_-;;
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first crossposting from LJ lol
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Nov. 12th, 2008 @ 02:37 pm
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Ah, the girlfriend and the little sister ...
I want this.
I also want a trailer for chapter six.
Sheesh, I just got done doing all this for chapters four and five, and now I have to find this kind of stuff and the whole thing starts over again. What next? A chapter seven pencil board pic?
Shi's so cute in that Reien uniform that it hurts. Aza Cat kinda looks like her eyes are gonna pop out, though. RARRR, FLAME FLAME.
Please, internets, I beg you for a bigger version of this image (no, I'm not the one who posted on Wakachan asking for one).
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TYPE-MOON fan pic dump #3
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Nov. 11th, 2008 @ 01:26 pm
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Today's entry is brought to you by the journal on the not-ugly website (and unfortunately not friends-locked, out of necessity *tear*).
Regarding anime watching, I really may end up not finishing anything until Garan no Dou comes out. Nothing is drawing me in. I was considering continuing with "ef~a tale of melodies", but the latest entry on Aroduc's blog does not encourage me. He says the last one is the best episode so far, but...
( Oops, cut for spoilers... )
Let's see... I've missed lunch already, so I may as well settle in and drop some of my TYPE-MOON fan pic collection here.
People die when they're OVER 9000!!!
For the fanboys...
I keep wondering if To-chan is holding what it looks like he's holding...
"Your face... give me it..."
I'm very amused that not a single one of them looks comfortable with that.
MAKE IT BIGGER, TYPE-MOON.
Using this for my desktop, at the moment, though I had to resize it a bit before it would fit. My screen is an awkward shape, apparently.
First of the bunch of Aza Cats I grabbed off Wakachan...
She totally did not set fire to the dorm, ladies and gentlemen.
This one, and the first, look like screenshots from the sixth movie. I'm not sure where anyone would have gotten them, though, since it's not in theaters yet.
I grabbed this one for the horny Arcueid fanboys in my life, more than for myself -_-;
"Look, Shiki-san, I said I was sorry about setting our clothes on fire..."
Grabbed sparkly Akiha for the fanboys, as well. Not that this isn't a pretty hot pic.
This one wasn't just for the fanboys, but I'm sure they'd appreciate it.
The first couple times I saw this in thumbnail size, it looked like Shiki was about to whack Aza Cat over the head. But it's just Touko's arm behind her.
She still could, anyway, though...
*smack*
Aza: Wha..?
Shiki: Wake up, little sister, your crazy incest fantasies are cluttering up the place.
Aza: You-!
*catfight ensues*
... And another LOL from Wakachan.
That got a bit longer than I thought it would. Eh well. Next fan pic dump will undoubtedly be shorter.
I know it's a function of the browser, but when I go up to the subject field and find that it has a log of the subject lines I've posted on LJ, I feel like Big Brother is watching me... >_>;;
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hi there
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Nov. 9th, 2008 @ 05:03 pm
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Oh hi, website. Sorry, I don't seem to have much to say. I'm a terrible conversationalist and it's been a long day, but I felt like I had to come and introduce myself after elbowing in and creating an account and journal and all. I ventured here to see if I could escape some of LiveJournal's constantly appearing issues, though I see this site has some issues of its own. Well, let's see how well we can get along, shall we?
I notice you're not called Inksome on most of your alternate viewing options. You're not hiding something, are you? Were you recently given over to new management, and/or used to be called Scribblit? Just a theory.
That's all for today. I'll pop in again later.
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