A promise to myself.
I will learn how to deal with myself in the coming months. If I go stir-crazy with being stuck in one place as I am known to do, I will go out and do something, anything. I will learn to be more of myself around the people I have acted differently toward for years. Because I am tired of developing a backbone and having what progress I've made to be trampled by others, especially by my family and peers I've known when I was younger.

On top of this, I will learn how to continue to say "Fuck it". Because I can't please everyone and I can't waste the energy hiding away from troubles that might be coming my way. I know I had this mindset during this last quarter but that was when it was already too late to fix anything. I will learn to say "Fuck it" and follow through with things. Because I used to be able to do that. What happened?

I dunno. Call this my pre-emptive strike for New Years' Resolutions.

I want to be the person I would be happy to be. Not a person others are happy for me to be.

Because that's the whole point, isn't it?
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