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hikaranko@gmail.com — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 08:20:03 GMT

IT'S INFECTING THE INTERNET. THIS IS FLIPPIN' AWESOME.

THE EDxLINA CLUB.

mwahahahaha~~~

Zully, WE NEED TO WRITE FICS AND SEND IT TO THEM.

a measure of self worth

hikaranko@gmail.com — Wed, 13 May 2009 16:58:16 GMT

if the people someone knows online and has barely ever seen in person seem to care and worry more about them than their actual family does.. what's that say about their family?

Good night, sweet prince.

hikaranko@gmail.com — Fri, 08 May 2009 21:20:01 GMT

remember what i said about my laptop being fixed?

haha. scratch that.

Toshiba Satellite A105-4004
~Roxas~
Summer 2006 - Spring 2009

you endured much, my friend. between your monitor getting jacked up, one of your processor chips being extracted for the greater good, and the viruses eating away and corrupting your file system, there was much toil and hardship in your life. i will keep you in my thoughts always, and look back on these days with a fond sort of frustration only you can provide.

farewell.

hikaranko@gmail.com — Mon, 04 May 2009 15:31:41 GMT

soooooooooooooooo. lappy update. because, y'know, my life totally revolved around this for this entire weekend.

by some form of miracle, i was able to wipe my laptop clean. like- CLEAN. everything gone, including whatever diseases were hiding in the back of the system files. it was hell trying to get that windows XP boot install stuff out of my computer and into my sister's so it could be burned to a disc and be usable... but i managed somehow. and then reformatting began and my laptop became clean!

...unfortunately, i didn't take into account the fact that i'd need to back up all the hardware drivers. so for several hours, i was panicking about that and trying to figure out how i could get them. it took me well into the night to find what i needed, but before midnight i had most of the essentials. you know... the ones that let me connect to the internet, the ones that let sound and video play, all that good stuff (AND saved all those installer files in my external, should reformatting ever become necessary again -___-). i think i'm still missing a few, because there are things that are... that don't quite seem right, but that could just be the way XP Pro is. i used to have Media Center 2005, sooo... i guess there's just stuff i'm gonna need to get used to. :S

but either way... healthy computer is now healthy!! for the most part, anyway. my computer seems to be totally weirded out by the fact that like. EVERYTHING IT KNEW IS NOW GONE. which kind of amuses me. error messages pop up every now and again about not being able to run something... it's all a jumble of numbers though, so... i really don't get it. o_o if it gets really bad again, then i may take it to a professional. if shit hits the fan the way it did when all of this began, well. that'll be new computer time.-___-

3 strikes, you're out, right? i'm holding my laptop to this.

fuck it. just... fuck it.

hikaranko@gmail.com — Sun, 03 May 2009 21:32:36 GMT

i give up on my computer. it's not cooperating with my every effort to salvage it from destruction, freezing on me before i can burn the file that could potentially save its life onto a disc. just. whatever. i don't give a shit anymore. i'll just... try to get another one and move on. my parents are a lot less than enthusiastic at the idea of getting me a new laptop, which i totally think is bullshit 'cause i've had mine for THREE YEARS while my mom is allowed to go around and buy a new one every time she thinks - note: THINKS - hers has gone obsolete. total bullshit.

i've tried everything with my laptop. virus scanned it at least 20 times with 3 different anti-virus programs - GOOD ones that have worked for me before, as well as cleaned the registry after each. uninstalled programs that were potentially slowing shit down. deleted files that i already have backups of. and still no signs of improvement.

if it hadn't started dying during START UP, i might still be working on rescuing it. but after it did that to me 3 times in a row, i'm just... pissed off. FUCKING pissed off. i even tore the battery pack out to see if by some random miracle, that would help. as usual, no such luck.

... of course that involves getting a job. >___> i still haven't heard back from that one at school, so i'm gonna assume i didn't get it and press onward. i just really need some money right now. i've literally got zilch in the bank and soon i'm gonna be starving. i have absolutely no idea how i'm gonna be doing ANYTHING with the way my luck's been lately.

fucking pissed off right now.

it's annoying to think i'm so dependent on my damn laptop of all things, but - i don't even know. just- i'm fucking furious, and i hate that it happened so suddenly and i tried to fix it so much and got no results whatsoever. and now it won't even let me TRY. so just- UGH. FUCK IT.

ONUEWIFO;AEEWOEIENOWG EFW

if it's not one thing, it's another...

hikaranko@gmail.com — Sat, 02 May 2009 23:38:24 GMT

SO. my laptop has spent this entire weekend trying to eat itself. somehow, it's managed to cram a bunch of unidentifiable viruses so far up its asshole that, even after being extracted, fucked the entire fucking system. and after a bout of being able to function normally for about, 3 hours, it decided that being functional hurt, and has now hurtled itself into the abyss of dysfunction.

which leads up to me stealing my sister's laptop and ranting about it on my journal.

how wonderful is all that.

it's probably high time that i go and get a new laptop, but i don't have the money for it. i SO WOULD, though. i'll probably email my parents and harass them about it, because seriously, in this day and age, one simply cannot manage without a laptop. hopefully they'll be up to getting me a new one...
i'm just gonna be PISSED to have to deal with vista. i liked my XP, dammit!! that's why i clung to that sucker for 3 YEARS. and now it's decided that it's fed up with me and is making every effort to die. which is, like, the most depressing shit ever.

and it doesn't help that my tablet's ability to work properly has declined significantly over the past few months. i'll need a new one of those, too. at the very least, i need to find the installation disc for it... oh, AND my flash drive is dead. >_< at least my external hard drive is okay. it's got absolutely EVERYTHING on it right now, so i guess wiping my laptop clean wouldn't be a significant loss.

technology and me, man. it's a love/hate relationship.

m-my abs hurt when i sneeze

hikaranko@gmail.com — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 13:48:47 GMT

don't laugh, it's true. ; 3;

sooo... i have a WiiFit, right? and... well, yesterday i had nothing on my plate for the whole morning, so i figure, hey, let's play! apparently, this was some kind of mistake. i woke up this morning and... was sore everywhere. ;-; clearly i need to work out more... or less. not sure what's better. i mean, on the one hand fitness=good, but... i'm not overly fond of aches and pains. >_> lol, i'm a wuss.

ANYWAYS. i've gone through this whole day with sad muscle aches everywhere. :< riding the bus, and walking around campus, and all that... stuff. buuu.

... i ache. ;-;

burfday whut?!

hikaranko@gmail.com — Fri, 09 Jan 2009 15:49:04 GMT

iiiit's my paarty and i'll cry if i want to, cryyyyy if i want to, cryyyyyyy if i want to...

i can't believe i'm already another year older. WHAT IS THIS MADNESS?! >_<

... whatevs, i'm going to Disneyland. o 3o v