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lestrange, gaultier. ([info]gaultier) wrote in [info]inlimis,
@ 2008-06-17 04:20:00


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Entry tags:1975, character: cygnus, character: gaultier, type: owl

Characters: Gaultier Lestrange, Cygnus Black
Description: An apology of sorts.
Rating: PG-13 for possible language.
Note: Takes place after all the woe.

Cygnus,

Though it is obvious years now lie between what we once had in terms of friendship, I will be the first to admit it is that friendship I miss now more than ever. I am only partially at fault for what you might consider our falling out, and I hope with time you will realise that you are as much to blame as I -- but this is not what I owled to say. I need someone to Things are not going quite as well as I had thought they were, Cygnus. Things aren't going well at all. I wanted to owl you while I still had the chance: I want to apologise for things I have said and done that you found unacceptable, hurtful even. At the time that was my intention but it shouldn't have been. You didn't deserve to be put through that and I am very sorry you were, however brief that may have been.

I do not expect to receive a reply, but one would be welcomed; I just hope this owl finds you well and that in time you will learn to forgive my mistakes.



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[info]cygnus
2008-06-17 03:21 am UTC (link)
Gaultier,

Explain. I see the years have not robbed you of your ability to be as vague as possible. The tone of your letter does not particularly sit well with me -- what isn't going well?

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[info]gaultier
2008-06-17 03:28 am UTC (link)
Cygnus,

This isn't going well. I'm not doing well sure how to explain it -- this is strictly between you and I, is it not? I can't stress the importance of keeping it quiet. Please don't tel I can trust you, right?

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[info]cygnus
2008-06-17 03:32 am UTC (link)
Gaultier,

Of course. Tell me.

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[info]gaultier
2008-06-17 03:38 am UTC (link)
Cygnus,

Sabine is ill, some disease they don't have a cure for. And she.. Cygnus, I've already lost her. She doesn't love me anymore.

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[info]cygnus
2008-06-17 03:48 am UTC (link)
Gaultier,

Merlin have

What makes you believe she no longer loves you? This is Sabine.

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[info]gaultier
2008-06-17 03:53 am UTC (link)
Cygnus,

She doesn't -- it's not that difficult to see. I'm not sure when I lost her, either, if I'm entirely honest. It was Sabine, no more.

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[info]cygnus
2008-06-17 04:02 am UTC (link)
Gaultier,

This is the grief talking now, not you, Gaultier. She is ill; surely her moods and mannerisms have been affected in some way by the disease.

Where are you? I cannot say the things I want to say over owls.

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[info]gaultier
2008-06-17 04:05 am UTC (link)
Cygnus,

It's not the disease eating away at her -- I am.

Country house, I brought you here once when we only just graduated.

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[info]cygnus
2008-06-17 04:11 am UTC (link)
No, Gaultier, it is the disease, not you. Are you dr Why do you say such things?

I remember. I'll stop by this evening.

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[info]gaultier
2008-06-17 04:17 am UTC (link)
They are true, Cygnus. If only you knew what I speak of.

I'll be sure to be here.

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[info]cygnus
2008-06-17 04:25 am UTC (link)
Gaultier,

You will tell me everything tonight.

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